I am currently living in Longmont, I am going to school to become a physical therapist to work with special needs children. I would prefer to talk in person about my interests. I feel if I give out too much information about me, it wont leave anything to talk about and whomever wants to date me will get bored.. I love having worthwhile conversations with people; the conversations that challenge me and make me think. Be that person, prove me wrong. People often assume that I am a certain way, but 99.9% of the time they are way off and I don’t tell them. I like it that people don’t really know who I am. I put up walls because I know exactly what I want and I refuse to let weak and insecure words and actions knock those down. I laugh a lot…even if I don’t get the joke…ill still laugh. People’s laugh makes me laugh. I believe in myself. I hold such high expectations for myself that I have to be told it is ok to fail every once in a while. My flaws will never be touched and if anyone tries to fix them they’re gone. Karma is ridiculous, and I couldn’t believe in it more. The golden rule will always and forever be my key to happiness. Treat others the way you want to be treated. You are who you surround yourself with. Allow room for change and let people inspire you. I am simply infatuated with the idea of love and the concept of spending your life with one person who loves every single thing about you. Yet, I refuse to settle because I want something real, something that is distracting and keeps me talking. I don’t want someone to figure me out before I do. I am in the process of narrowing down my ideas and morals and which ones bring out the best in me, and benefit other people. That is a task I struggle with often. I act mad only when I want to be left alone, not for attention. That is often misinterpreted by others. Passive aggressiveness is a sign of weakness. I wish more people would say how they honestly feel and stop hiding. So many people pass up moments, good moments, moments that could change their life because they’re afraid of rejection. Regret is a disgusting feeling. Too many people worry about what people think …I am guilty. Change and conformity is scary as hell. I get nervous thinking about the future. It is hard to not stress over something you have no control over because I always want to be in control. One action, one word, can change everything. Scary right? Be kind to everyone, you wouldn’t believe how good people are at hiding things…I am guilty again. I only wish to be respected by the people I care about the most. I hate it when I am not taken seriously because of my age. I believe age is just a number. You have to give respect to be respected. I catch myself judging a lot, and that is one thing I can’t stand about myself. I only like spending time with people who better me as a person. I have always enjoyed the simplicities of life but I let the littlest things get the best of me. I end up over analyzing EVERYTHING, just because I want to feel something. People don't understand what i'm saying unless they're actually listening because I talk in circles; i won't ever stop that. I learn the best by observing. I control my own happiness; what i give out is given back in other ways when i least expect it. If I care about you a lot expect your happiness to come before mine, and don’t get upset with me if you realize it. p.s. go completely out of your way for others. you will be rewarded. [Isaiah 61:7]