Been married for almost 18 years and last Oct my husband walked out on me and our kids. My beautiful children are now headed to middle school, graduating from high school, and in college. Life is for living. And I am finally starting to live my life out from under the thumb of an abusive angry alcoholic tyrant. I finally am learning I am not unworthy of love and there are people who appreciate a kind and giving soul. I work too much, I love too much, I give too much. My family is everything to me and they just want mom to finally be happy. I believe must have a person out their for me, I just have not found him yet.